with children raised in the circles of certain special sects [emphasis mine], not participating in - and even despising or resenting - the culture forms of the rest of civilization. Such a person will never feel quite at home in the larger social field, but always uneasy and even slightly paranoid. Nothing touches him as it should. means to him what it should, or moves him as it moves others.
Yep, that's a fair description of me.
Mickey.